think it the lit way, the love way

i went to the airport today(: with karhuai and zickos.

apparently, they were talking about and to their rainbows! walao. I WANT TO CALL MY RAINBOW ALSO. ): they are so mean la.

rainbow, oh, rainbow. but my rainbow's special. that is, he doesn't know that he's my rainbow! HAH! i don't know should i be happy or not but i know i'm not happy.

rainbow oh rainbow,
where art thou?

HAHA , too much lit.

little green man almost came today! no, infact, he came. i went to confront him for awhile. we sat down and sorted things out. i felt that i shouldnt have let him come, but if he didn't it appears that i didn't care. but i wanted to let him know that i care! that i'm actually bothered.

little green man actually wanted me to tell my rainbow everything. SIAO. of course i didnt. i wished i did, so i can know what's on his mind. but i don't have the guts, maybe that's why, i'm suffering.. so, i will pay the consequence - suffer in silence (gosh, it rhymes)

little green man = crazy, siao.

but i shut him out later on. i shouldnt allow him to affect anything right now. i'm accepting the way we're heading. because, it's a freaking one-sided. (: S-I-M-P-L-E. so i have to accept whatever comes, i'm in no position to argue, reject or even comment. the only option is ACCEPT.

although it's been sometime. allow me to just admire this rainbow from far for as long as it last. because, i know, it's not forever. it ain't mine.

zicko has sooo many pol ok. and he loves to talk about his pol(s). hahaa. oh and i realise i'm not like before. i used to be able to withstand tickles from people. kaysiao, now i squirmed and wriggle away when i get tickled by karhuai. but it's okay. i target back. he's also afraid! :D ahhh. hahahaha!

i kept knocking into things today. head, back, elbows. karhuai was laughing. sucker. (: he called me emo. and i'm NOT. sirhan was as usual, flirting with karhuai. oh well.

yay. escape theme park on sunny (; it's been so long since i went to escape. lol.

when a girl looks at you with eyes full of question, she's wondering
how long will you be around with her. because.. because..

my rainbow (: